Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a